Comment by FrustratedMonky
10 months ago
Exactly.
I'm not on my deathbed, but I also say all those things to myself "I should keep in touch with friends". But don't, even though I'm not dying, and tell myself too. Maybe I'm an ass? Everything takes time and energy.
I often wonder what I get out of friendships. It's not just intangible, it's very hard to quantify.
Last year I had a phase of sleeping around a lot. That was fun and I'd like to get back to it before I'm old