Comment by lelanthran

> However I’ve looked inside myself many times to find said trauma or suffering and I just don’t really see anything of note.

Don't worry about it. The trauma diagnosis has been ludicrously poor at treating addiction.

From what I've read, it performs worse than placebos, random chance, etc.

For treatment of substance abuse, therapy is literally at the bottom of the performance chart, below things like hypnotism, alternative medicines and plain old prayer.