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Comment by manmal

3 hours ago

Ouch that’s rough. A few nights like that and life just feels hard for me. Gloomy outlook, bad memory etc

Ha !

Slept just 2:50h today according to the fitness tracker. Not my top form.

Many days like that are actually exceptionally nice (given expectations of the contrary).

I look at it as a low energy situation, where the regular ego train of thought gets extinguished.

Had one long, rare moment, where I genuinely enjoyed just being at work, tired. People around, things happening - just enjoying being there.

Wonder how much it had to do with me getting a couple therapy session the day before, having mum flying over to visit for 17th may festivities and listening to a good part of Ram Dass podcast where post-stroke Ram Dass was discussing sth with the host on Skype.