Comment by em-bee

My lack of skill would be more burdensome than helpful for such teams. I'm not new either. I've been at this game for over a decade now.

seems like you are also suffering from imposter syndrome. if you have been doing this for over a decade you should have learned something.

I lack the skills to better my situation

practice. work on a side project. follow and implement tutorials. contribute to FOSS projects. (contact me if you want some suggestions. see my profile)