Comment by R_D_Olivaw

Weed helped me for a moment, but I had to use the right kind. So much of it right now is do high in THC that it made things worse.

It had to be a good mix of THC and CBD and other terpines for the entourage effect.

I realized also that ingesting it as controlled oil drops was best. As I could get the same, consistent level.

For me, it just relaxed me enough that, though the engine was still running , I didn't feel like I HAD to redline it all the time. I could just chill and mellow out. And that it's okay to chill and mellow out sometimes.