Comment by moron4hire

Sometime back 15 years ago [0], I hit a bit of an existential crisis regarding my career and the kind of work I was doing.

I thought the particular technology I was working in was "part of the problem", as I felt pigeon-holed by .NET and C# to always be a corporate-monkey CRUD consultant. So, I went out in search of something better. Different programming languages. Different environments. Just something that wasn't working for asshole clients who thought it was okay to yell at people about an outage in a hotel on the complete opposite side of the country that was more due to local radio interference than anything I had done in the database code that configured things. Long story involving missing a holiday with my family over something completely outside of my control and yet I still got blamed for it. The problem wasn't the technology, it was the company I was working for, but at that time in my life, I didn't understand the difference.

Racket was a life preserver at that time.

It's really hard to explain, because I never actually ended up working in Racket full-time and I haven't even touched it in probably 10 years. But it still has this impact on my identity as a software developer. I learned Racket. I forced myself out of being a Glub programmer and into someone who saw the strings that underwrote The Universe. The beauty of S-Expressions and syntactic forms and code-is-data and all that. It had a permanent impact on my view of what this job could be.

I still work primarily in .NET. Most of the things that were technological issues about .NET Framework got absolved by what was first .NET Core and what is now .NET. So, I no longer feel like my tools are holding me back. And I'll forever be thankful to Racket (and the community! The Racket listserve was amazing back then. Probably still is, I just don't interact with it anymore) for being there for me.

Edit: Haskell was in fact another language I explored at that time, in addition to Ocaml and Ruby and Python (ugh! Don't get me started on Python!) and many other things. They were all "cool" in their own way, but nothing felt like Racket. They all had their own weird rules that felt like being bossed at again. Racket felt like art. Racket felt like it was there for me, not the other way around.

[0] I still think of this time as the "mid-point" in my career, but it's now been long enough ago that I've been more past the crisis than I was ever in it. Strange feelings.