Comment by bsder

> I totally struggled to find the right frame of mind to explore any of this stuff without feeling defeated and bamboozled. Because it's just huge, exhausting, jargon-drenched, unknowable, and I am over the hill at fifty-plus.

Hello, my brother, just know that you have a fellow passenger in life at the same age who thinks the same thing. I agree that the local stuff is helping my understanding a LOT.

However, my gut feel as someone who got to experience the TeleBomb after the DotBomb is that the obfuscation is INTENTIONAL--it's neither you nor your age. I remember asking people to explain to me what the OC-768 startup endgame was when roughly 10 OC-768 links could carry the world's traffic at the time--and everybody giving me blank looks. The AI Bubble has the EXACT same feel as the Telecom Bubble--just bigger.

What I really wish is that I could find a VPS-type provider where I could toss things into their NVIDIA/AMD machines for an hour or two. Alas, all of the providers seem to want massive paperwork and huge minimum purchases.

I can't wait for the bubble to pop so that we mere mortals can finally build with this stuff.