Comment by anematode

A raw and powerful piece, thanks for sharing.

For years I've wanted to get back into self-studying mathematics, not to make serious contributions but just to appreciate its beauty; but the recent observation that I'll never be able to answer a pure mathematics question that a clanker could not has been off-putting, to say the least.

Unsaid here is that the companies involved have stolen so much (both literally in their plagiarism, and in their breaking of people's spirit), and given back so little. You still need to pay them cold, hard cash for them to help you prove theorems, and meanwhile, mathematicians working at these companies have themselves done little to contextualize and interpret results. That insight has mostly come from outsiders.